Go figure: I dont like it when we are understaffed and i dont like it when we are overstaffed either. I cant win!

March update

Not posting much these days.

Still working for Harris Teeter but wishing I wasn't.

I don't know if I'll ever find that "perfect" job that is just the right "fit" for me. It may be a pipe dream.

I am charting my BPD's and am starting to see a pattern in the "ups and downs".I seem to be on a weekly to bi-monthly cycle.

Holy crap its busy at work today. My brain feels like its on fire. i dont do well in these hi stress environments.

Still sick with a cold, but slowly getting better. The cold med + the klonapin make me laggy. I need to get off this stuff.

Dinner at the new "World Super Buffet" was nice. Good sushi.

The new Bonjangles is open!

Hey hey hey! The new Bonjangles' on Hwy 55 in Apex opened today and I was there to sample their most excellent fare.
All we need in this town now is a Taco Bell.

The new guy, who trained at another store for four weeks, started today and apparently he doesnt know shit! Dammit!

I want a phone that does actual email, not just sms. Sms are just too short for my needs.

At work and feeling like craptoday. Sick stomach, dizzy, sore. i feel like im dragging in slow motion.

Sms messages are normally 160 characters, but with alltel the address that you send the sms from counts against your 160

Busy morning at the ht. Just me and david this morning. Took one k at 530 and one at 745.

Looks like three klonapin is what it takes for me to not give a crap at work, or any where else for that matter.

Going part-time?

I have been considering moving from full-time to part-time with my current employer. The reason being that my BPD is having problems adjusting to the hours and stresses associated with retail. Also, I am considering commiting to DBT in the near future and the nature of DBT requires lots of time and effort to make it work.
We shall see. I'll let you know as soon as I find out.

New cell phone I'm wanting

I found out that my cell provider (Alltel) will be offering a new cell phone in March Debby that I am very interested in. It is called the LG Scoop and I am thinking that it will be able to allow me to do email postings to the blog instead of SMS postings. If I could email my postings then they could be longer in length than SMS postings (SMS is limited to 160 characters) and I could post faster since the Scoop has a full Qwerty keyboard. People over at phonescoop.com have had nothing but glowing reviews for this phone .

Appt with Eliz

Today's appointment to see Elizabeth (with Debby there) went fine. Elizabeth brought Debby up to speed on a number of things that I just want able to communicate to her. Elizabeth wants Debby to come to more of my sessions and also wants to see Debby alone for some sessions without me. Thats all cool I guess.

I want to get a new cell phone or pda type device that will allow me to blog faster and easier.

At cbh to see eliz. Debby is supposed to be here for today's session, so we'll see how that goes.

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